AFTER ALL IT WAS JUST A TEENAGE CRUSH !!

Butterflies tingling inside my belly,

Getting all mushy like a jelly.

My heart beating faster than usual,

Glancing at him over and over in casual.

Whenever I see you, shyness surround my face,

My confidence turns into nervosity in that case.

Days and nights passes quickly when I stalk,

Your each and every activity is noticed by me like a hawk.

I get all sheepy, ruddy and blushy at the same time,

I wonder if I ever be your partner in crime.

I am ending this poem cos it is turning creepy,

But looking at you won't ever stop me being happy.

INNER CONFLICTION

Why do I hesitate while keeping my opinion? Why do I see people everywhere around me as ALIENS? Why do I overreact at silly things? Why do I fear to be a self-being? Why do I run away from the people who love me so much? Why am I an unfavourable person unable to match? Why do I wonder about the things that are never going to happen? Why do my thoughts control my actions when I am sadden? Infinite questions, Infinite problems, Infinite worries, But the solution to live peacefully still varies.

DO YOU REALLY/EVEN/STILL ADMIRE YOURSELF?