Where am I?

I woke up to the rosy pink sky,

Hardly able to guess if,

It is a morning or it is an evening dry.

Waking up to feeling unconscious as if,

I haven't slept for days or weeks,

I don't know apparently,

Which one is the exact case.

I am holding a stock of options,

Yet feeling like having lack of choices,

I can hear screaming in my head,

Like together, atleast 100 voices.

I can't sleep, can't think, can't write,

For once I really hope,

Everything comes to right.

- Chhavi Gupta

How weird these rains are? Whenever they feel like, they just stuck on you. 

Ms. Bharti says, "people are mean, they do whatever they want to."

But I say, sometimes nature is selfish too. 

However, they can either be bad or good for you, But the point is, they happen to occur whenever they want to. 

Oh god, this rain is not gonna stop today!!!! What am I going to do now?? 

Rain, rain go away,

 Just dont ruin people's plans and get out of the way. 

AFTER ALL IT WAS JUST A TEENAGE CRUSH !!

Butterflies tingling inside my belly,

Getting all mushy like a jelly.

My heart beating faster than usual,

Glancing at him over and over in casual.

Whenever I see you, shyness surround my face,

My confidence turns into nervosity in that case.

Days and nights passes quickly when I stalk,

Your each and every activity is noticed by me like a hawk.

I get all sheepy, ruddy and blushy at the same time,

I wonder if I ever be your partner in crime.

I am ending this poem cos it is turning creepy,

But looking at you won't ever stop me being happy.

INNER CONFLICTION

Why do I hesitate while keeping my opinion? Why do I see people everywhere around me as ALIENS? Why do I overreact at silly things? Why do I fear to be a self-being? Why do I run away from the people who love me so much? Why am I an unfavourable person unable to match? Why do I wonder about the things that are never going to happen? Why do my thoughts control my actions when I am sadden? Infinite questions, Infinite problems, Infinite worries, But the solution to live peacefully still varies.

DO YOU REALLY/EVEN/STILL ADMIRE YOURSELF?

Positive thoughts

Give your ROLLER COASTER agonizing day, 

 A very pragmatic advice to find good in yourself.

STOP BEING BIASED WITH YOURSELF !!

I met my ex- today. It was nice to see him. I started reviving our old memories and thinking how we met and talked and stuff. But by doing this what was i trying to do? Actually i was bringing up the stress in me. Cos thinking is a never ending process and the second more you think, it leads you to over thinking. Over thinking means stressing yourself over insignificant and silly things which aren't a part of your life anymore. Surely it will not explode your head right away but it will keep you occupied and confused all the time and that too for no reason. Now here, don't you think you're biased with yourself?

Past was past. It is over. Its time to move on and free your mind and all of your unwanted tensions. Cos these things will take you nowhere in life.

Enjoy and live in your present, its your right to do so. Don't be biased, stand for yourself, love and respect yourself cos these things matter the most.

A CHILD's DREAM

To be a great scientist was his aim,

In order to get name and fame.

He finally got a hope to shine,

To make a time machine.

Wanted to go in the past,

And kill those evils till the last.

But all went in vain,

So, he had a lot of pain.

By trying now and then,

Dream at last came true and then,

He was a hopeful man,

Towards the success he ran.

The ninth cloud he wanted to fetch,

As far as he could stretch.

Also now he could see the future,

As Albert Einstein was his tutor.

He was rewarded with a prize,

And his invention could be sold at any price.

Suddenly everyone heard a sound like boom,

As the boy was found on the floor of his room.